my life revolves around You

Heh, sometimes I wonder, how much have I changed? or am i still very much the same in the way i think, the way I do things..in about 5 more months and I'll hit the 2-1 and I bet many will be waiting for the big bash/treat/whatever-you-want-to-call-it party.. Then again, its gonna be another year of nagging from mom when she gleefully nudges me and asks " when are you gonna bring your girlfriend home for me to see huh.. huh? HUH?!!??!" yeah and i can totally picture it in my mind if she includes "are you irritated.. are you IRRITATED.. ARE YOU IRRITATED?!?!?!" I'll seriously laugh my head off.. hahaha.. but not to worry, my head's not as huge as myrna's.. so its alright.. ( haha sorry! you know im joking alright? )


*oh yes on a side note, i've directly translated mryna's name into chinese: MEI NA! which is totally chou to the max.. which is why i intend to irritated her with it for the next few days. HAHAHA*


anyway where was i, ah yes, bring my girlfriend home.. haha how to bring home when I dont even have one? lol.. many have journeyed, some dropped out, and whats left? none! ahhaa. now i wonder, do I have to go all out on the offensive? HAHA. but seriously, i am so not comfortable deep down with the opp. gender.. unless of course you are krystle liew. shes somewhat a childhood friend. like come on. 6-7 years? i doubt anyone can beat that. (so be honoured okay! your the longest girl i've known.. wait. your not that [physically] long either) i shall not rant on her if not, she'll go tell the world about our stories. oh. wait. she IS already telling the world about our stories. amazingly she never gets tired of it.. i wonder why.. maybe because I never get tired of it either.. sometimes i do playbacks of it in my mind and chuckle to myself and I thank God I met such a wonderful girl. on a personal note we've agreed to marry each other when she turns 40. so much for a safety net eh? which leads me to wonder. what. if. that. ACTUALLY HAPPENS. i think i should pray now.



argh.. and yet again i digress.. haha. yes i am one shy bloke! some wonder where do I get the confidence and all to do the ridiculously hilarious, things that normal guys wouldnt do.. frankly speaking, so do I... haha! probably it came from my old nature where I tried to impress girls. yes. I was once a helluva despo skirt-chaser... notice the PAST tense. now all i have to do is flex my muscles and all will fall under the power of the machoism.. HAHA! man where did that come from! cant believe I ACTUALLY got it out from my cranky brain at 5am in the morning. LOL. sigh.. theres so much of me yet to explore, the inner side of me. haha... life's always interesting with God being a God of new things.. =) soccer and cell and dinner with annabelle.. HAHA not really having dinner with annabelle.. just dinner with my dad's close friend's family. and oh, whoever laughed at my chinese name, please tell him.. he chose it. hohoho



Santa Claus is coming to town








All I want for Christmas, is YOU!